HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!

these are stressful times.): prelim results have been returned to us and they're not very good. goodness, that's the understatement of the century. they absolutely sucked. everyone is telling me how what i got is not up to expectations. they aren't up to my own expectations too, and i am really disappointed too, as disappointed as you all are in me. i mean two nines, a five, two fours and a three is not even bad results, they're pathetic ones.

had a nice talk with sam and jaclyn over lunch today. i know everyone's upset with the results, and themselves, and some people, but what's done is done. all we can do now is to work doubly hard and get as much help as we can. this is going to require alot of self discipline. but is definitely possible, i guess. we'll get trough it together alright? (:

i read a nice book last night, lifted my mood a little after that scolding i got from daddy. i'm sorry i made you so upset. thank you for agreeing to buy the ipod anyway. i love you for that. anyway, nice book. three girls, three boys. chelsea and noah, amy and alex, and jen and dylan.(: daddy told me to help amos as much as i can with his work. i'm home now, and he's got friends over.

i am kind of worried for him, like everyone is worried for me as well. i'm not going to let any fo you worry any more than you should, i promise. ]:

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the prelims are finally over! well, there are only 2 months left to actual o's, but i suppose prelims being over gives you an excuse for one fine day of party!! ok, not exactly party, but at least town-ing, and buying my shoes. and stuff. sam, jaclyn, audrey and i bussed down to heeren area, had early lunch, and then walked around for a bit. jaclyn was feeling kind of down, i hope you're feeling better.

went to taka as well, then far east. aud left to meet her mum. we were soooo tired. and we had no idea why. see? schoolwork is taking a toll on us. proof that schoolwork is bad! exams are bad! cos they give you stress! were at wheelock for awhile, went to mc cafe for drinks, jaclyn had to go home, so sam and i took the train with her but alighted to go to plaza sing. i bought those wedges. (:

sam was so frustrated as she spent the whole day walking around and only spent 5bucks on something other than food. but we had early cafe cartel dinner. yum. i love their bread with olive oil and cheese. good stuff. the crab claws and potato wedges. yum yum.

came home for SI results. hady won? like omg, hady won? cannot la. i was neutral but hady didn't sing as well as jonathan last night! except for the new song, his other two sucked. and yes jaclyn, gayle is really, really pretty. but the red dress made her legs look even fatter. and no, i didn't see mathilda's nipples. urrgh.

no school tomorrow! ahh :D

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i got my white skirt!! with my birthday money!(: finally. i still want that pair of wedges though, although i'm not really a wedges person. those wedges i was were pretty though. (:

i wonder if we're still doing half dress day tomorrow? oh that sounds really wrong. lets just call it dress day then. i have a feeling not everyone will be free tomorrw, but we'll see. maybe we should postpone it huh?

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all of the computers are giving me problems, and i'm starting to think its me that's the problem. computers just don't like me huh. the desktop comp, daddy's laptop. now i'm using my mum's laptop but she doesn't let me download msn here. ohwells, maybe we'll always need amos and his magic fingers.

graduation day, and we realise once again, like everytime mummy goes overseas, that we can't live without her. we all woke up late this morning, and amos ended up being late for his class. we distrubuted the tees but had quite a few problems, which were all settled in the end.

something really weird happened last night, and i'm hoping you will never read this. i don't know how to tell you to your face, but you're creeping me out. it was good when we became friends, but i never treated you differently, and i have absolutely no idea why you think i did. i guess some people would say its my job to make people laugh, so you weren't treated differently alright, i don't know what gave you that impression. anyway, i hope this episode doesn't affect anything

exam papers were given back to us, and i scored 96%! wow. i've never done this well for a long, long, long time already. it sure feels good. (: i love blow wind blow! haha.

speech time was absolutely nerve wrecking. my heart was beating like crazy, my hands were trambling and sweating, and i heard myself speaking at bullet train speed. ugh. my mum managed to come just before it was my turn, perfect timing! her boat came in at 4.30, so i thought she'd be late. the video cam scared me half to death, so don't blame me for exclaiming what the hell.

we got our certs too, and those pieces of paper where everyone had to write comments about us. man, i'll never forget this group of people. (: btw, thanks sam!

jaclyn, hope everything will be alright with you. be strong alright? ilena loves you(: class 646!
fighting for fruit tarts from trainers :D
i had a mouthful of curry puff!
see how much the guys wanted to snap a pic of us girls?(:
the guys of 646
and the girls
and all of us with the trainers!(:

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i love samantha chan. haha sam did you know that? i haven't spoken to you on the phone for such a long time in a long time. (: i enjoyed that. i know it was weird when i just called you to complain. but i did smooth things out after right?

i finished doing up my speech, but have yet to remember it. urgh, daddy bought me this one small set of coloured pens last week, or the week before last, i forgot which, but i think i lost them. ): i don't know why, but i think i left them in the car, but i can't find them. i can't let him read my speech though, cos its for him tomorrow. (:

i was listing all the movies i've watched this entire week, and i counted 8. 8 movies in a week. wow.
1. the perfect man
2. just my luck
3. scary movie 4
4. click
5. she's the man.
6. cheaper by the dozen 2
7. take the lead
8. rumor has it
they're all not bad. (: and they're not in order.

i'm supposed to be studying!!!!

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i love movies. ok maybe not all, but most. i've watched click, she's the man and take the lead, all in two days. (:

went to xiao-yi's place yesterday evening with ahma, and when i was there, ahma asked me if i wanted to stay over. so i thought what the heck, i might as well right? i don't know what happened ti megan yesterday, she didn't finish her milk. and then she kept spitting it out afterwards. i spent most of my time there glued to the tv. cable rocks. its frustrating when you don't have cable you know.

i watched alot of animal planet. yes, i'm geeky alright, i find animal planet nice! then i was just flipping through the channels, and they were showing one tree hill season2 on star world!:D i only managed to catch half an episode, but i've watched it before, so its not like i didn't know what was going on.

megan didn't want to sleep either. she was so tired, yawning and all. but everytime we moved her she opens her eyes wide again. of course, she has entered the attention seeking stage. ohno, xiao-yi, you're going to be busy, busy, busy. well, i fell asleep before megan did. poor xiao-yi.

woke up around 7.30 in the morning. watched steve irwin on animal planet. again. i'll definitely miss the guy's shows. took megan and josie out together with xiao-yi. by the time we got back to her place, megan was half asleep. the carrier must be really comfortable for her. (:

sakae sushi lunch with ahma before coming back home. yum yum.

chinese paper tomorrow. ugh. just when i was getting used to the feeling of no more exams, although its only been one day. haha.

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studying at macs yesterday. it was alright i suppose. of course, we didn't complete much. the only thing that i actually remember from the few hours of sitting there was mc fluffy. (:
jonathan chua:joshua, can help me buy a mc fluff...fluff.
us: mc flurry? [laughs]
funny stuff.

today's papers were totally crap. screwed up my maths, again. shit! and then i was shaking my legs again for physics. you know what? i'm going to fail this olevels. my olevels. ugh

watched click and she's the man with amos when i got back from school. they're both nice. click was funny, and then sad, and then corny. its the kind of story that goes "oh, it was all just a dream...wasn't it?" kind of like that dreamstreet music video. corny. she's the man is good. if you haven't watched it, watch it. go find some way to do it. try youtube-ing it. haha.

going to xiao-yi's place after dinner, but only because i don't have school tomorrow. (: i love my ahma. and my daddy. amos, sorry, next time alright? haha.

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saturdays. i wonder how they'll be like without lessons. nicholas, don't scold me anymore alright, i've paid the price. and sorry about your thumb, although you were the one trying to disturb me when you hurt it. and i was so afraid i'd lose the money i collected today, i locked it in my parent's safe. haha.

ok, anyway, nothing much during lessons i guess. the most memorable was when we got the coin things. that was fun, oh and about the fridge falling down. made me laugh like crazy.

cheryl and fairul and saiful, i keep thinking about the hahaha thing leh. i wonder if the guys really would notice. and if they do, what would they do to try to hide it? next week we're all going to have a good laugh again, just like any other saturday over the last two months. (:

dinner with family after that. i really can't take the van. san-yi and uncle roslee and the kids came to pipck me after lessons, and i sat at the back of the van with the children, and was feeling car-sick, until we got to the restaurant. we were the first, the tables were reserved under san-yi's name. so we ate peanuts until everyone else came. two tables were hardly enought for all of us.

i got to carry megan. (: her face didn't change so much this time around. she reminds me of keagan though. but she was spitting milk, and i had to get two towels from xiao-yi cos i dropped the first one. then amos came over and kept making noise, saying he wanted to carry her too. so i handed her over and started eating. omg, i'm making her sound like a parcel.

according to amos, megan likes pink. i don't think so. i think uncle james will influence her not to like pink. xiao-yi also doesn't want to buy pink clothes for her, but people give pink clothes to her, so she doesn't really have a choice. i'm excited about working for them after o's. (: oh and uncle james, how come amos only needs 2 As? that's kind of not fair. he's only taking psle! ohwells, if he gets cable, i get cable too anyway, since there's only one tv at home.

i came home and realised i smelt of megan's spat up milk. i have absolutely no idea how any of it got onto me though, since i kept wiping her mouth everytime she did it. but she's so cute and sweet and has that great smile! its no wonder she's her daddy's princess. (:uncle james said so himself. and he's not a very princessy person. he's like outdoorsy, so it was weird, hearing him call megan his princess.

no chirch for me tomorrow. mummy wants me to study. ):

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oh prelims suck. out of the few papers i have done so far, i'm going to fail ss, history, chem, and i know i'm not going to do well for maths. i already screwed up my paper one. its bio tomorrow, and i realised i'm going to screw that up too. i suddenly forgot all my shit.

jaclyn and shaun came over yesterday again, and this time i was completely prepared with tidbits and drinks for them. (: how sweet right? haha. but we ended up with too much food that shaun had to bring the cheezels home.

was at sam's place. or rather, the gameroom. seaweed potato chips and chilli tapioca thing. yum. studied two chapters of notes of my bio, it isn't alot, i wanted to watch a movie. i did end up watching a movie though, the perfect man. thanks sam. so i got another pair of jeans from her. that girl has so many clothes she couldn't even shift them around in her wardrobe. and there were pieces in there that still had their tags on them! (:

saiful, so what's the arrangement? i've got only one paper tomorrow, so i should be free except for at night, i've got tuition.

uhh, excretion. kind of gross stuff, but that's what you get from bio i suppose. (: anyway, msn screwed up on me. again. i guess the computer and msn both doesn't like me huh? when i turn on the computer it doesn't work, but when amos is the one who turns it on, then it chooses to work. when amos signs in to msn, he is able to. but when i try, there's always an error. ugh.

sam, you found me! jaclyn, hey back at you!

i'm still in love with jesse mccartney!!!!

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i'm in jaclyn's house. i love that sexy mama. and i love jesse mccartney. i did up shaun's blog for jaclyn. its nice. i wanted to do one for jed too cos he liked the why don't you kiss her one, but in the end he changed it to something else and he didn't want it anymore, so oh wells. i like playing with the open, open, close, close thing. its fun to play, but i like the jesse mccartney one better. (:

we're supposed to study history, but you know how much i hate history, i decided to give up on it, something like that. i'll go through my notes again later on i suppose. i cancelled tuition today. ugh i need to study harder for my history but its difficult when i don't understand shit about what i'm reading or making notes.

i'm really upset about today's papers. for math, i missed out the last two pages of the paper. i didn't even have enough time to read the last two questions and guess what, the two questions were on the two topics i was best at. crap. adding all the questions i had skipped along the way while doing the paper, it totals about 20 or so marks. if i had done so badly in maths, what does that tell me about how i'm going to fare for all my other subjects?

social studies was worse, i only did one part of my SEQ, so that's 12 marks that is confirmed gone. i didn't complete the part d of SBQ either, so that's another 7 marks. that's alot. jaclyn cheered me up so much after the papers, i kept laughing and saying silly stuff, she thought i was crazy, when she was the one who made me like that.

now she's making ribena and going, "i need to put water, then the syrup, then stir, stir, stir, stir, then oh, no taste, more syrup, more syrup, then stir, stir, stir, stir, then put ice. ooohh ribe, ribe, na, na, ribe, ribe, na, na ribe, ribe, right where you want me" (yes, jesse mccartney song) "uh oh, i put too much wor, hai bu shi hen tian, zai jia yi dian." haha its making me crack up.

ohh i love jesse mccartney. we were watching his videos again, of him in dream street, in TSL zack and cody, punk'd and his music videos. and this time, i'm not the one telling everyone he's so good looking, as jaclyn has taken over that job of mine. look how much fun we can have? (:

having fun despite exams (:

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i guess today wasn't that bad after all. it wasn't as bad as i had expected to be. althought i did something really mean during lunch. well, it wasn't me who planned it, no one planned it actually, but it was still mean of me to do that. but, ugh.

jed, don't worry. i didn't call you right? (:

there was an exam today for our lessons. seemed like evryone knew about it except for me, i know typical ilena, but i really didn't know. and they were all studying for it, while i was reading my new book (thank you cheryl, sarah). then i was all huh? test? wait, there's a test today? and people had to laugh at me. i could say the test was alright, i managed to memorise the spelling of the words, their meanings, the grid (: that was pretty hard. and also the whole passage on indonesia and their volcanoes. let me see if i can still remember it.

indonesia lies along the pacific ring of fire. there are more than 130 volcanoes, out of which 76 are active. indonesia is said to be the country that has the second most number of eruptions in the world, after japan.
mount merapi is the most active volcano in jave. it has erupted 70 times since 1548. it is also known as the mountain of fire. at the foot of the volcano, there is a city called yogyakarta. the 3million people living there are at risk of losing their lives and property.

ok, so its not word perfect, but still, somewhere along that line. we also had to plan and write an essay, or three paragraphs of an essay.

dinner at swensens after. yum. calamari rings. ( i know, again.) the salad was good, and so was the ice cream! amos has this new blog that he hardly knows how to use so he takes super long just to type out a post. and he has so many things he wants to say. tortured writer? not.


me, jaclyn, audrey.
sexier times. (:

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jed, thank you. you don't know him, and i don't need any more trouble either, but thank you anyway (:

i'm a happy girl, i got my bag, although i am going to have to go back on monday for a new one. long story. but i'm still a happy girl. i got both the bags i wanted on my birthday! (:

cheryl and saiful, we won't do anything mean tomorrow alright? there's no need to. just complete the design and we're done with it. oh, cheryl, your inbox is full! i've been sending and sending and it keeps getting rejected each time. will try again when you're back at home.

sam, don't believe jaclyn when she says we "mei you yuan" i believe we got "hen duo yuan". haha. but seriously, how could we miss each other? we were so close yet so far. and i didn't go that far today, just queensway, where i got my bag!! (: alright, enough about my bag.
back to studying, but i'm pretty sure i'll fail. studying sucks, and i've still got tuition later on at night. ):

nevertheless, i'm a happy girl. (: ps, jed, i'm still not depressed. haha.

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oh what kind of understanding person, some one who puts himself in people's shoes says "Huh ask ur self lah hor, dun think tat u r so big n can boss ppl around lah, go fuck off n lie in ur bed... ...FUCK Off, n if u dare say anything to me on Saturday, i will definitly SMACK ur damn Face!!! n I mean It!" i personally find this whole thing funny, and i'm not going to say anything more. cheryl, haha. you're right, my dear, he is bullshit.

anyway i've been studying, i guess you could say. but i'm not ready for the prelims at all. i'm so afraid i'll screw up, but there doesn't seem to be anything i can do to do anything more. ugh.
i hope we'll be able to go out tomorrow. amos, i want my bag!!!! its almost been a week you know, you keep saying you'll buy it, you'll buy it, but i want to use it, if you're going to buy it, please buy it soon. you don't even want to let me buy it for myself. tomorrow alright? (:

oh by the way, i've got a new blog.

stupid lost, make me so excited, then tell me next week would be the real season finale. or rather, its part two of the season finale.

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this is going to be a very unhappy post, so if you're in a good mood, don't carry on reading, i don't want to spoil your day.

went out with cheryl, sarah, iris, jureene, fairul, saiful and nicholas. we had a great time, but there was this one person. you know who you are. and so does everyone else. when we got the news that he wasn't coming, we were delighted, like we actually whooped in buger king, the few of us. and then we realised that cheryl had passed everything to him the last time they met, so we called him, and asked him to bring the stuff down and rush back homeeven if he couldn't stay for the rest of the day.

ok, actually, i called him and the others were gesturing to me not to get him to come down. but we needed the stuff. so being as irresponsible as he is, he said oh i can't go, cos my little teeny poor little sister is sick, and i have to be there for her, cos she's sick. i can't leave her ALONE at home, i love her too much to do that. (psst, we know its an excuse because you told cheryl you have a maid.) oh you can't say you don't know we needed the stuff, cos we told you.

you can be pissed at me for the rest of your life but you know what, all this 'i'm a sensative guy and i get hurt easily and i need to bother everyone of you every single day because i've got so many problems that i can't deal with myself' act is getting so irritating, we can't stand it. we don't care if you like amanda or michelle, or if your thirteen other ex girlfriends want you back so badly, we've got our own life to live alright? we don't need you telling us your stuff like we're supposed to settle them for you.

there, i just dedicated a whole blogpost to you, and i speak on behalf of the class. aren't you ever so honoured everyone feels the exact same way about you?

class people, if you don't feel the same way, feel free to tell him personally. (:

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